It’s been 6 days since I lost my nephew.. 6 days of pain, anger, and sorrow. 6 days of waking up in the middle of the night crying. 6 days of my life, that I wouldn’t wish on anyone. Hold your family close for me, while i miss apart of mine💔
Unhealed trauma makes you hold onto people and tolerate a lot of sh*t you don't deserve because you don't want to feel alone. Healing makes you realize some people don't deserve to be in your life – no matter how much you love them.
I used to be dumb like Chrisean. I mean RETARDED 🥴 loved a ngga more than I loved myself. Went back no matter how deep the manipulation, disrespect, cheating, deceit, lies, & hatred was. And NOBODY could convince me to leave. At some point she’ll understand “I’m sorry” has no real meaning behind it without changed behavior… & that “I love you” has no real meaning behind it when the behavior is repeated. At some point she WILL want better. But until then you have to allow people to live and learn from their own mistakes.
For those who don’t know, my 12 year old nephew was diagnosed with clear cell sarcoma, and as of last week we found out has spread. Please try to stop by and show support for my family. If you can’t make it, please just send us prayers❤️
I owe myself a lil apology for being in spaces where I KNEW I wasn't respected, wanted, appreciated, loved, nor valued but instead I stayed for the sake of our history. I owe myself an apology for putting people who NEVER appreciated me before myself.