You're only miserable because you keep trying to fight back against your reality of being an unfuckable loser. It will only start to get better for you once you come to terms with your true nature and accept that the only relationship you'll ever have is with porn and your hand.
It makes you so proud to see your gf make a black cock cum. It makes you both so happy.
You accept your place in life cuck. And she knows it too, so just enjoy it.
You will never be able to compete.
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If you haven't already given up on watching porn with white dick, you will soon. You need to see girls actually enjoying being fucked. And for that they need real cocks, not tiny pink peckers.
It would be deeply wrong of you to take a woman out of the dating pool and keep her from experiencing sex with anyone besides you and your pathetic little worm. She deserves the kind of fucking you have no chance at giving her. Step aside.
The best you could ever hope to offer a woman is a sub-par sexual experience. Women aren't interested in being disappointed. Which means women aren't interested in you.
Some betas may still hope they'll someday get a chance to fuck, but don't think about what that would actually mean. Exposing their incompetence in bed, being asked "is it in yet?", and inevitably finishing in record time. You don't actually want that, do you? No, you want porn.
She doesn't owe you sex just because you're nice to her. She only keeps you around at all because she thinks it's fun to break your self-esteem by fucking every guy she knows except you.
Do you really think any girl wants your shrivelled limp dick inside her? Not even you could actually be that dumb. Just accept that you're sexually irrelevant and let bbc sluts control your life.
There are no women out there touching themselves and thinking about shrivelled, impotent dicks like yours. You're completely unwanted and your dick is better off never being seen.
She won't even look at you. She knows exactly how inadequate you are and she has no interest in humouring you. The only options you have left are shame and frustration.