If i stop I will never look back if the door closes i like to keep it locked shut. Maybe this is why im trying so hard to not let go because once I do I won't come back
I FUCKINNN HATE MYSELFFFFFFFFFFFFF WHY CANT I BE WANTED AS MUCH I WANT PEOPLE WHY CANT I BE LOVED WHY TF ME WHY TF NOT ME FUCK EVERYTHING IM SICK IM GONNA THROW UP