@LookHereListen ACAB in the way that ive committed horrendous crimes yet uncovered by federal agents and my door is locked with a shotgun rig attatched
@LookHereListen for me it was always soft whispers, usually sounds like a female, could never make out what its trying to say to me. i do get visual hallucinations time to time on top of visual snow. i get angry a lot when i see them
@LookHereListen i actually have all of those traits as well. the hallucinations used to make me have breakdowns at work, alcohol kept me from wanting to kill myself but i still use other substances ofc. as of now im really chill about hearing shit now. i just try to pray when i get rlly stressed
@LookHereListen im especially guilty of this but i constantly go from positivity and optimism to complete destruction of my psyche and energy. i get mood swings more often than a teen going through puberty.
@LookHereListen people should be optimists. the more you romanticize negativity and have it dwell in your head, the more negative shit is gonna happen.
@LookHereListen i am a mike ma fan and mentally unstable, conventional fascism would be for me if i didnt dig myself into 170 steel doored rabbit holes