It was all my fault.
I made bad choices that contributed to my suffering, but does that mean that I can also make better choices to alleviate that same suffering?
If you must haunt me then never leave
Just stand at the edge of every dream
& i'll look over my shoulder while your arms wrap around me till I fall asleep
I believe it's much kinder than forgetting you.
I've been staring at this draft for 27 minutes trying to put some words together just to project emotions I've been carrying for too long on my own & i just realized that this obnoxious struggle to let it out already explains how i feel
Sadly it's just "unbearable"