This timing though hurts like a mf 😪 I should’ve just told you a month ago but I had to make sure then I almost lost you, I’ve been crying for like 3 days ugh take this pain💔
Why did it take me so fucking long bro I’m heartbroken I though I lost you your my person, who I need and love and I know I’m shitty like all the time but I just want you here with me always.. we live different lives now and I’m not ok
Nothing hurts more than the feeling of failure, I’ve been struggling the past couple month’s really trying my best and not getting where I need to be for Noah and it’s a killing feeling I feel like my body’s shutting down on me😩
I’m not being selfish I’m in survival mode, the control you want over me you will not get I’m in my independent era I don’t need you to love/support me in exchange for something from me I got me so I’ll do what I want when I want!