Mes

Whatever. I post what I want cause I'm either depressed or manic. Have fun I guess... Or not.

[Mes @CelestialMes]

Have you ever woken up with tears running down your face? With the phantom sensation of one hand over your mouth, one around your throat, and the feeling of your rapist inside you? Before you ask why I only slet a few hours at time and did it, read this. Then read it again.

[Mes @CelestialMes]

@thegoodgodabove Using lysol. Literally states on its shit that it kills the human coronavirus. Which isn't new, it's been known about for about 45 years now (it is however a mutated version). There's now 7 subgroups of coronavirus. In recent studies lysol has shown to protect against SARS-CoV-2.

[Mes @CelestialMes]

I wanna drop acid and go to Disneyland.

[Mes @CelestialMes]

@Ashthesinner1 ❤❤❤

[Mes @CelestialMes]

After a long vacation from Twitter, I have returned. Not like anyone's paying attention 😂😂😂

[Satan @s8n]

For every 10k likes this gets I’ll drop a random fact about me.

[Satan @s8n]

Wake up whores it’s time to sin

[Mes @CelestialMes]

@s8n Been sinning for 2 hours and 42 minutes already.

[Mes @CelestialMes]

@jupin What. The. Fuck. Is. This. My brain is seeping out of my ears now.

[Mes @CelestialMes]

@s8n Just yourself. Any suggestions for summoning you? I don't want any favors or to make a deal. I just wanna spend time with you. Check up on you. Make sure you're okay. Are you dehydrated? Do you need some water?

[Mes @CelestialMes]

The nightmares aren't getting better. I now have a funeral to attend Thursday. Maybe mine will be soon.

[Mes @CelestialMes]

I want to end it. I never want to sleep again. If I don't sleep, I can't dream. The only way I can think of to permanently avoid sleeping/dreaming is to yeet myself off the planet. Yeeeeeeeeet

[Mes @CelestialMes]

I was feeling great, then another migraine hit me, and I slept all day. The nightmares were worse. A lot worse. I could hear everything. Everything you said to me during the act. I could feel everything you did to me. I woke up still feeling it. I'm still hearing your words.

[Mes @CelestialMes]

I will learn to live with this, and then I will overcome it. I am a celestial deity and I'm going to start embracing that fully, just to fucking spite those like you. Fuck you Jake. Fuck you.

[Mes @CelestialMes]

I'm feeling good today. Had a migraine for a bit, but no nightmares again last night. Had one during my nap to sleep away my migraine today. But you don't matter anymore, so I'm not going to let you affect me like you have been.

[Mes @CelestialMes]

I'm going to let those who love me help me through this. I'm going to accept their love and use it to learn to love myself and move past my trauma. The trauma you caused. The trauma the others caused. The trauma I've caused myself. I am not my trauma and it does not define me.

[Mes @CelestialMes]

@s8n We share brainwaves. Just said this and now I see it.

[Satan @s8n]

What the fuck

[Mes @CelestialMes]

Last night was the first night since May 7th that I've not had nightmares about what you did. I felt safe and loved all night. Something you'll never feel again. So fuck you.

[Mes @CelestialMes]

@CCbunbun That's great.

[Mes @CelestialMes]

@s8n Which is why you just come collect my soul already. Please.