unspeakable demon

he/they, 28
yelling into the void

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

@GoingScout omg have you started reading it?

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

some wanting to pamper me after a long weekend, some wanting to get to know each other better, and some just ravenously horny. i kinda love it

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

idk what kind of slut magic i put out into the universe last week but for the past week i'm getting hit on and flirted with by like 6 different people

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

i was working a farmer's market today and someone i've had a crush on for literal years came to find me based solely on hearing my voice. they haven't heard it in over a year and still they recognized it and came looking for me. swooning

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

please don't put me in a position where i have to be a little mean

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

boyfriends who are single together? single boyfriends? boyfriends in the "yeah i have a boyfriend but i'm single" way? innovative. confusing to others. tailored even.

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

but yeah i'm. quite lonely and sad today

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

months-long breakup processes are agonizing. months of barely holding it together and when the majority of the feelings about it finally hit, everyone else has already processed it and it would be weird to bring it up directly with friends now

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

@thecurriest yours were different 💕

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

friendly reminder to myself that i generally don't like parties

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

if you can find something else and quit do it!!! you deserve it!!! if they're not gonna respect you as a person you shouldn't respect them as a boss

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

bosses aren't your friends and it's okay to leave them in a terrible bind on christmas weekend if they're unnecessarily rude and disrespectful to you 💕

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

i may have only had my bidet attachment for a few days but i'm already finding myself disappointed when the toilet at my work doesn't have one

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

@YAGURLbjz especially when it's less than a dollar. just keep it

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

looks like an entirely new form of my life is on its way and idk what that evem looks like. i'm terrified

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

my life as i know it has fallen apart lmao shit's been fucked for weeks lol

[birdsrightsactivist @ProBirdRights]

sources tell me elong musk eats lil dry turds and goes "yum yum" u cant disproof or silence me.

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

update: said therapist talks over me a lot and seems to think that me and my siblings being gender-weird is trauma related. i think this one has run its course

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

finally found a therapist equipped to handle my shit, and i'm rediscovering exactly how buckwild some of my experiences are. "so you've been through... quite a lot for your age" oh i guess you're right

[unspeakable demon @CeruleanAlps]

sure my credit score needs more work but my uber rider score is 5 stars and i think that says a lot more about me as a person