Some days are just really hard, because I know I am blessed with two beautiful children and I’m happy for all of my friends. At the same time it feels so unfair that everyone else and their moms can get pregnant and have babies everyday. I just want my rainbow baby, but no luck😔
I want to stop looking pregnant. I want to stop picturing my lifeless baby on the ultrasound. I want to stop feeling like this. I want there to have been a heartbeat. 😞💔
@kaitmarielaue I will also add, yes, before I had paisley I had weekends to myself, but that’s because I have to share my child with her father and I never took any other or extra time and Tyler and I now, even, only go out for a date on the weekends adeline is at her dads
@kaitmarielaue AMEN! Tyler and I have only taken time out on special occasions and it’s never more than like two hours! Breaks are understandable, but when you do it all the time or you are partying more than you have your child it gets ridiculous.
It’s really shitty when your husband does something nice for you and everyone just makes you feel like shit for it. I honestly just wanna return my new car and crawl in a hole. 🙁
@hchapman40 And after a really ROUGH pregnancy and another on the way I’m a WHALE and because I hate myself physically I have a hard time taking care of myself physically which obvi doesn’t help but like I just don’t have the drive to do it because I feel it won’t change
IF YOU GET WITH SOMEONE THAT HAS KIDS AND YOU DECIDE TO SPEND FOREVER TOGETHER THEN THOSE KIDS BECOME YOUR KIDS AND IF YOU DONT BELIEVE THAT THEN FIND SOMEONE WHO DOESNT HAVE KIDS. Rant over and I said what I said. 🤷🏽♀️
Picture this:
Someone talks shit on another person for being a certain way, but then a few years later they become that EXACT person, but maybe worse and then there’s you just sitting back and watching like 🤯.
Now that I am FINALLY planning the wedding of my dreams it’s so crazy and sad to think that the girls I dreamed of having next to me growing up will not be who are actually next to me on my wedding day. (I have amazing girls now;it’s just very bittersweet).