Craig

Football fan, Music fan, Horror movie fan #RTID #Gamer 🇬🇧🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[TheClaymoreNation 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 @TheClaymoreNTTV]

@ARCRaidersGame fancy sorting your stuff out?
You keep blocking players accounts for no reason and it's beginning to frustrate so many of my community. No reasons, just a straight up disconnect. No wonder you're losing players on this game! #shareplease

[F E A R @NFcommunityNF]

This is going to be a lengthy post…

I have a lot to get off my chest. This EP has had a huge effect on me. I don’t have any friends IRL or people close enough to talk to. I do have friends on here but I have a lot of people asking if i’m okay. So I thought a post would be better than explaining what’s going on over and over again.

Truth is i’m not okay. This EP helped me realize that. I have spent the past year convincing myself that I am. Well enough to believe that I was actually happy. I’ve ran from feeling sad about family passing, about being lazy, past traumas and so much more. I’ve had my moments where I delete this account entirely just to avoid small things. Honestly even tho I have no friends IRL, I do have people that care about me on here. Sometimes I don’t treat you guys how I should and I apologize for that.
My OCD has gotten so bad that I have been trapped in the same routine over and over. Even if a loved one needs help with the smallest thing. I’m scared to break my routine or do something different.
My bipolar has gotten so bad that I have even gone off on people on here before for the smallest things. Even if it’s just to make myself feel better.
Instead of taking accountability, I’ve blamed others. So much to the point it became a habit.
A lot of people think i’m some amazing person because I run this account. I’m not. It scares me to even share a small detail about myself. It’s killing me to even post this but i’m so exhausted and drained that now is the only time I will have strength to share this.
I don’t know how to share how i’m feeling but i’m trying. I know I will regret typing this and posting it, but I have to get some of this out.
Tbh I don’t even know what else to say. I just felt like I needed to share this

While it feels bad knowing how low in life I am. Without this EP I would have still been putting on my mask, pretending i’m okay, and continue until I can’t give anymore.
I’ve lost my friends, family, loved ones, passion and even my hope. Without @nfrealmusic I wouldn’t have seen that. It’s better to know you hit rock bottom than ignore it. I hope this is the first step in the right direction.

So before I change my mind i’m just going to post this. May be a lot of rambling and errors but I know I’ll change my mind if I don’t post it now. If you read all this thanks

[NF @nfrealmusic]

F E A R

[NF @nfrealmusic]

FEAR EP OUT NOW https://t.co/gPsDYIAo9q

[Evil Dead @EvilDead]

That’s a wrap.
#EvilDeadBurn🩸🔥

[Dead Rising @DeadRising]

19 years ago, these three gave Xbox 360 players a real reason not to go outside and touch grass.

Happy 19th Anniversary, Dead Rising! 🧟

[TheClaymoreNation 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 @TheClaymoreNTTV]

Not long to go until I hit that button… again. 🥳 #twitch #partnerpush @StreamNationTTV #streamnation

[TheClaymoreNation 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 @TheClaymoreNTTV]

Live TCN Stream today!

Come in, get CP + ENTER my giveaway!

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[TheClaymoreNation 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 @TheClaymoreNTTV]

Cartoon TCN Stream today!

Come in and say hi! #marvelstrikeforce #msf #streamnation @streamnation

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[TheClaymoreNation 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 @TheClaymoreNTTV]

📢WE ARE LIVE!

Come in and get your chance!

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[TheClaymoreNation 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 @TheClaymoreNTTV]

📢WE ARE LIVE!

Come in and get your chance!

🥳Triple entries this month with all Channel Point redemptions!

Entries now open for the latest giveaway!

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[TheClaymoreNation 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 @TheClaymoreNTTV]

Happy Friday!

🥳LIVE NOW on TWITCH!
Lets do this #partnerpush !
We are live with @MarvelStrikeF

- Come in and show your support!

I'd love to see you!

Sponsored by @Playerammohq @Dixper_en @blerp

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[TheClaymoreNation 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 @TheClaymoreNTTV]

WOW!

We are truly on the way to a successful 3rd attempt at @Twitch partner!

So many people to thank, but we are not quite there yet. July and August are super important for me, and I need you more than ever!

RAIDS count! A tab gets YOU channel points for the giveaways! 👀

[TheClaymoreNation 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 @TheClaymoreNTTV]

🥳LIVE NOW on TWITCH!

YES! We continue the #partnerpush !

We are live with @MarvelStrikeF - Come in and show your support! I'd love to see you! Steam game giveaways and chances into the console giveaway!

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[TheClaymoreNation 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 @TheClaymoreNTTV]

Hey! Calling all of my community for support!

I mate is chasing Twitch Partnership and is very close to hitting his average today! Could you do me a favour & open a tab to help him out!?

Every tab will get you an entry into my console giveaway!

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[TheClaymoreNation 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 @TheClaymoreNTTV]

We are LIVE TONIGHT! Starting at 8pm BST! Kicking the streams back off now that I have a new job, and to celebrate this epic comeback we will be launching a BRAND NEW console giveaway! #giveaways
Sponsored by @Playerammohq
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[TheClaymoreNation 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 @TheClaymoreNTTV]

We are back this weekend! Bringing some epic laughs and game time! Remember, we are sponsored by the wonderful @Playerammohq !

If you’ve not tried their products, where have you been? Remember to use code TCN

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[TheClaymoreNation 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 @TheClaymoreNTTV]

TCN IS LIVE!
Come in and say hi! Life has been hectic and I'd love to see you all! #streamnation @Playerammohq @Dixper_en @blerp

We're playing @DragonQuest !

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[Craig @Chaigy]

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[EvilClansman @EvilClansman]

Friends, avoid these guys like the plague @RetweetOnTwitch sent me a message saying I won their PC giveaway, then to go to discord to discuss delivery...... I can get the prize if I pay for 60% of the delivery, talk about total SCAMMERS. Also there's never winners posted on site