Chai 🪷

Active on shtwt and edtwt
2+years clean and trying to stay that way
Just hanging around I guess
Basically 18 y/o
Definitely not straight

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

@urfavloss Im not still here because im strong, im still here because im a coward.

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

@lucidparasite_ Hard choice so I would probably say an ingredient like flour so instead of one zero cal food i can have a bunch of lower cal foods idk maybe im weird

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

Ok so is it normal to want to relapse after being clean for a long time. Its been over two years I still think about relapsing all the time. Im only still clean because I feel like I would disappoint everyone and ruin everything. Its not even a real addiction so wth. #shtwt

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

@vladjablanius Walking here with Mitski blasting in cheap wired headphones would be such a vibe

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

@vladjablanius The second one is horrifying and I love it so much

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

The best part about not eating or having to meal prep is the extra 30 minutes of sleep I get.

[medikitty @medikittycat]

how i feel wearing shortsleeved shirts in public knowing everyone can see my arms

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

@NeilTamboerijn Im all for not depth shaming and all sh is sh but sis what is that

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

@hanhatescals Ok what the actual hell my stomach is so much bigger and I weigh like 20 lbs less wth is my composition 😭

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

@1luvdaisy I gotchu twin

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

@eatdicknotfood Just wigglin and wobblin 😭

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

@starsc011id3 I want moots!

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

@nekkomeowh I need moots!

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

@Brianna19793721 I need moots!

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

@cuqcke Meeee I have a new acc and neeed moots !

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

@Kuni_lovz Where did you find this pic of my psychiatrist?

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

@pusheenspr1nkle Me me me

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

@hornetinsilk Im sorry but what the hell are armadillo eggs 😭

[Chai 🪷 @Chaisvaex]

I LOVE BOJACK HORSEMAN