Chamolilly

CW: 88kg | GW: 80kg | UGW: 50kg

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

I woke up, saw the news and has been stuck in constant anxiety, trying to avoid panic attacks, but it's really hard

I'm so scared, I don't know what to do. Dear god...

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

Scared everyone like hell, feeling like shiet mentally, but my body is like "oh, we did something bad? I'm alright"...😑

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

Wow, I'm a huge dummy, huh. Lost a kilo, went full on SH mode and decided why not drink a full bottle of high % liquor on hecking MEDS, sounds like a plan 👍

Basically, I relapsed badly. Now I'm pretty sure I'll weight even more because I'm a dumb cow 🙃

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

Wow, I'm a huge dummy, huh. Lost a kilo, went full on SH mode and decided why not drink a full bottle of high % liquor on hecking MEDS, sounds like a plan 👍

Basically, I relapsed badly. Now I'm pretty sure I'll weight even more because I'm a dumb cow 🙃

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

@blueberry_inkk Very gentle monch monch monch 🥺

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

@blueberry_inkk Absolute adorbs 🦇

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

@edenkcaI You can message me or reply if anything, I'll give any info❤️ All and all, please don't worry, governments all over the world are stoopid and journalists try to hype up stuff way too much to get views on the news (same journalist bullshiet is happening here too, so...yeah 🙃)

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

@edenkcaI Heya, russkie here - no war is declared. There is definitely a cold one happening between USA and Russia for sure, Ukraine is a huge deal too, but I doubt any active action is going to be done. Russia is not too dumb (I hope) when literally the whole world is already against us

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

@blueberry_inkk Thank you 😭
Trying to recover as best and as fast as I can, but everything is so incredibly hard, haha...

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

Hey, cuties. I guess I'm back 🙃

A lot of shiet happened - depressive episode, got fired, committed a baddie, one of my pets died, visited my therapist for help

Now I'm on new pills and starting to feel better, so...time to stop being a foken pig 😤

#edtwt #edtwitter

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

Finally some change: lost a kilo / 2 pounds since I started the diet 🙄

#edtwt #edtwitter

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

I have no sense of style 💀💀💀

[K✨ @blueberry_inkk]

<3

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

Waaaa, I love picrews 😭

This one turned out if I was a relative of my Pocket Camp OC lol

[K✨ @blueberry_inkk]

James posting the best picrews <3

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

@blueberry_inkk Ahhh I love this 😳

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

That's adorable!!! Gahhh 🥺

[K✨ @blueberry_inkk]

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[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

@46calsoup Mmm big mood 😎

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

So, my starting weight yesterday was 88.8kg / 195.3lbs (yeah wow what a pig, I know)

And after the first day of the diet it's...drumroll please...88.7kg! WOW!✨

I swear 🙄

#edtwt #edtwitter

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

@blueberry_inkk Wish you big luck, you can do it!!! 💪

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

@blueberry_inkk 🥺❤️

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

Effing god, I'm sorry, my body gave up so badly. I've been sleeping nonstop through all the days of my vacation instead of being productive like I wanted to...

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

@blueberry_inkk Thank you, I hope everything goes well for you too❤️
Thank you for checking up on me, I really appreciate it 😭

[Chamolilly @Chamolilly]

@blueberry_inkk Not really...But thank you so much for caring 😭❤️