You have to let them go before it ruins you completely. Because it will!! It wouldn’t be hard for them to be with you or want to see you if they truly did. IT WOULDNT BE A GAME!!
Hello! We've been talking for a year, I saw her a lot of time, even heard how some other people talked about her in feminine gender (my native language is very gendered), but I just absolotely ignored it and assumed that she was a man who looks young for his age,