Charlotte

Forever taken by @HerSouthernGent. I will walk to the ends of the earth with him. Only he can awaken my dead heart and bring me to life. {Engaged 1/1/12} 18+ RP

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

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[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

(c) what I want. And don't you question it again, @HerSouthernGent.

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

(c) still, and seein' that little shit, @MoodySoldier, handsy little bastard that he is, then you better damn well believe that this is (c)

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

~gonna bail out that door again.~ If I can survive @PorcelainSeer gettin' me all dressed up - assumin' she doesn't wanna kick my ass (c)

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

~to find that place of comfort that I usually had from seein' him beside me though it was difficult when I felt like any second he was (c)~

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

(c) come back to me because I'm gonna drag you down that aisle myself if I have to. ~I flashed a soft smile at @HerSouthernGent, tryin' (c)~

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

~even as the melancholy weighed me down.~ So pull your head out of your ass before it decides to take up permanent residence there and (c)

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

~gently.~ and you're pullin' away from me. But that's just it, you're wrong. ~My voice lifted, tryin' to take on a more playful tone (c)~

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

(c) what I want. What's wrong is that you've gone and told yourself that I don't want to marry you, ~I squeezed @HerSouthernGent's hand (c)~

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

~that fit mine so perfectly, his hand encapsulatin' mine.~ What's wrong is that you're scared. What's wrong is that you think you know (c)

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

~was his commitment to his word. My tone softened, and I reached down, lettin' my fingers find those spaces between @HerSouthernGent's (c)~

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

~married was the only way I'd ever be able to hold on to @HerSouthernGent, as contemptible as it was. The only thing I could rely on (c)~

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

~some idea of what he thought I wanted, seemed to fade into the background. I knew the words to be true. It seemed now that gettin' (c)~

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

~he didn't truly want without pausin' to really consider the consequences, trapped in some domestic nightmare, moldin' his life to fit (c)~

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

(c) marryin' you, got it? ~The fears I'd had for months, the inadequacy, that @HerSouthernGent was settin' himself up for a fate that (c)~

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

~glance in his direction, my voice low.~ Something's wrong alright, that you would even think like that. Ain't nothin' stoppin' me from (c)

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

~the only thing that had ever mattered. I drove for a long time in silence, not lookin' at @HerSouthernGent before finally turnin' to (c)~

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

~reminded of what it had felt like to be abandoned by @HerSouthernGent in the first place, left to rot, empty and alone, having lost (c)~

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

~that I'd thought I could evade just by leavin' Forks. No, those were scars I would forever carry, their poison leakin' into me now, (c)~

[Charlotte @CharmedByPeter]

~guided by fear or some severely erroneous logic to even think of it, but it didn't stop the hurt, the ache in my chest, the memories (c)~