Night 3 of the weird irritated bs attitude..of course idky bc it’s not like I get talked to…like what is rly going on…this feeling is just so ughhh BUT on the bright side im getting some physical attention. 🙃
Mannn the way I’m ready to place my FULL order but also…(I had something TOO long written) ….also I know that I need to put up some boundaries & stop overplaying my role in life so yeah…hopefully thing’ll be right & clear…even better
It kills me tho when I’ve seen this dude post about needing some1 he can vent to & rly cares or whatever along those lines & I try but literally get shut out & not ever communicated with about shit while he could/does communicate abt it w/this 1 & tht 1, shit hurts fr & ….
lol I really did have it in my mind that there were certain standards I would make sure were met & I wouldn’t do the same shit over again. Welp….here I am friend 😘