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I attended my grandpa's funeral today, and had to watch it from the other side of the world on a video call. It was the first funeral I've attended, albeit a virtual attendance, though nothing can really prepare you for that.
It left me with a lot of mixed thoughts. I miss my gramps so much, there's so much I wish I could have said to him, and I just wish I had more time with him.
The last time he flew over to Australia with my grandma and stayed at my family's house, he used to put up with me screaming at my chat all through to the early mornings when they were all trying to sleep. We used to make countless joke about it as a family, but he truly didn't mind. He didn't understand what streaming was, but he believed in me. It really hurts because even though he lived in Finland and I grew up in Australia, and the language barrier was definitely noticeable, I would see the glimmer in his eyes every time I talked about streaming.
But I won't lie. Some days, I was too busy to pay him as much attention as I probably could have because I was always spending my evenings away from my family. It's gut-wrenching, fills me with regret, anxiety and it's something I've never considered before as a streamer who also works a 9-5.
Some lessons are costly, but this has been my take away. I love my family, I'm so grateful to have such supportive pillars in my life who believe in me. I know not everyone is as fortunate and I am so grateful and know that I am blessed in this regard. It's been a tough day for me but I am determined to get through it. I'll be spending some more time with my family in the next few days and reflecting on it all. Thank you for reading this far if you have.
To my Lobotobuns, I'll see you little critters soon. Thank you for being so supportive even though I've kind of already been MIA from streams. Please give me some more time as I go through the stages of grief. Love you all 🥹🤍
@menmakii im not sure because wet food in the sink and cleaning a litter box still disgust me 😭 i actually think im getting more icks in life in general actually but maybe im just the oddball atp 😩