Every time I take a photo of Patji, he touches the softest part of my heart. I've never retouched his photos—I just adjust the lighting a little and post them right away. I love his chubby little face, his long eyelashes, his round puppy-like eyes, the tiny peach fuzz on his cheeks, and honestly, even the retainer on his lower teeth is so cute to me. He really tries so hard to respond to every mommy and sister's love, being such a good, obedient boy, spreading his affection to everyone around him.
I often think—this baby must be an angel. From that first meeting when he was so shy and didn't know how to use a Polaroid, and I taught him how to take a picture with it... to our later meetings, when he'd already started coming up with pose ideas for our photos together. We've become a little familiar with each other now, haven't we? He's started asking me questions on his own—his little head full of curiosity. He asks what my name means, thinks I'm some big boss at my company, says he misses me, wonders what gift I've brought him this time, and tells me how amazing I am for making him handmade cakes.
I'm actually someone who would never express such deep, motherly affection toward any man—I never have in my over twenty years of life. But with him... it's different. He's just so wonderful. I truly believe that anyone in this world, once they get to know Patji, would fall in love with him—with his tender, pure heart, with his playful little expressions, with the way he treats every single person with such sincerity.
I hope our little Patji stays just as happy as he is now, forever and ever. Mommy will always love you and be by your side.
(Mommy got so upset with a client at work today that she cried while thinking about you and writing this long message—and somehow, that made her feel better again.)
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