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[lumi @lumiagww]

when i accidentally ruin the mood but i lowk just wanted some reassurance and affection

[64 @rxswago]

exhausted.

[🫦 @CheyEn69]

Ive longed to be shown off. Ive longed to be praised. Ive longed for compliments that dont relate to my body. Ive longed to be treated more than how I feel about myself.

[🫦 @CheyEn69]

And no matter how hard i scrub my skin i cannot get rid of the underlying feeling.

[🫦 @CheyEn69]

Did I feel dirty? Ive felt dirty since childhood. Senior prom. My marriage of being used and nothing else. I have felt dirty since selling my body in different forms to make money. I have felt dirty since ive been sexually harassed for the past 2.5 years. Yes. I feel dirty.

[Faye @Faye_lucy0]

can i just deactivate myself

[🫦 @CheyEn69]

Its like I beg for normal affection. Hand holding. Kisses. Passionate kisses. Just so I can feel loved more than I think I am.

[No one saves you @_ursadness]

found myself getting quieter everyday not wanting to talk to nobody that’s how i knew it got me

[۟ @catlover1739]

i want to cut myself till it all feels better

[🫦 @CheyEn69]

Im either a sexual object or a mother. Nothing else. Ive come to terms with that awhile ago.

[۟ @catlover1739]

id still be here if you decided you loved me again.

[No one saves you @_ursadness]

i hate that i can't tell you what i feel

[lumi @lumiagww]

im so tired of being this way

[saccharine @saccharinemutt]

i wish i was worthy of something

[꩜ @adorewordss]

i have never fully recovered from the fact that i exist