God I shouldve kill3d myself before 30 I really should have.
Ain't shit going for me.
Everytime I have something to apply forward to it falls through.
I dont have any aspirations or dreams, im just a grown ass fucking loser. Whats fucking keeping me here anymore?
*I wont do it
Again, realizing that I am too much to deal with. Ans thats why everyone leaves anyway.
Ig that's why I push anyone away that gets close. You're just gonna leave anyway. They all fuckin leave.
Shit got me tore up too
I opened up so much to this group of people, they know so much about me and they just dropped me without warning. Like a sack of bricks. What the fuck ever.