Thought about this a bit more and yeah, it’s probably because I’ve been too trusting of people who are just as mentally fucked up as I am, possibly even more-so. In the end it’s hard for me to trust anyone now. I’ve put so much love and care into people only to be backstabbed.
The only way people will ever be able to understand why I act the way I do is if they live through the same stuff I did and that is an incredibly depressing thought. I don’t always want to be the victim but it keeps on happening.
@Aster_fallow Neurodivergent people are messy and struggle with communication and most furries are neurodivergent so in turn they are messy and struggle with communication.
The only way people will ever be able to understand why I act the way I do is if they live through the same stuff I did and that is an incredibly depressing thought. I don’t always want to be the victim but it keeps on happening.
For the record, I am taking a break from telegram to work on my own mental health, not to run away from anyone/anything. I have bad trauma induced responses that I need to work on before I’m even ready to return. If it looks like I’m online that’s because a friend has. . .