I’m not even going to lie, every time people tell me “I’m proud of you.” I tear up a little. I don’t think anyone understands how hard I am on myself and how much I beat myself up believing I’m not doing good. So thank you.
I confuse ppl. I have a happy personality and a sad soul. I’m bold but shy. I love deeply, but sometimes feel heartless. I’m healing and hurting at the same time. I’m dedicated to growth, but I self sabotage. I’m trying to find peace within a lifetime of contradictions.