Little update: I'm finally in therapy. Working up the trauma I got thanks to my father, my school, and ArtFight. I finally noticed the truth.
I was never the monster.
You were.
And I'm certain the person at fault knows I mean them.
I feel like we gotta stop calling ArtFight and "art trading" event and more an "art gifting" event. Every year I see people really upset they didn't get revenges and I think going into it expecting them is part of the problem. It's sad to see people have a bad time with it :(