You can't move on unless you want to. It's not easy but it's not impossible either. Honestly, if you just want to cry about it and hold on to something that's a fantasy, then it's you who is in the way of your own happiness. The least you can do is try, for your own sake.
“you should talk more”
me: actually tries to talk
- gets ignored
- gets interrupted
- gets talked over
- nobody pays attention
- nobody cares
then y’all wonder why I became quiet. Sometimes people don’t hate talking, they just hate feeling like nobody wants to listen.
The amount of times Allah protected you unknowingly amazes you when you decode some puzzles from the past. Like what if you end up doing this or that? Sometimes you should randomly be grateful for your current situation which can be worse by those decisions.