@andygosling2 I think that's the problem as well I've had shitty routines the involve work ,gambling, smoking cannabis, and its shite and i hate it because both mess with me as i will abuse either ,its shamefull really
I quit start fresh and go down the same path and keep doing the same shit over and over again losing memory, restablishing connection, then i shut it all out again ,i definitely have mental health problems so forgive me people ,i must either sound nuts or like a lier
@owenbaily1982 Yeah definitely seems that way and then i will turn to cannabis and smoke that and it messes with me a lot , if its not one it's the other or both complete abstinence for more than 6 month's would be a dream come true
@SFreedenthal I do actually surpress shit and then smoke so much cannabis i get short term memory loss and i repeat the process, and then go hold on you i said this before you did this before
11 days off work starting now!! Going to an Xmas Market in France on Monday, I can't wait. This is how I should have been spending cash, Not feeding it into man-made electric machines, shame it took me years to work this out!
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@andygosling2@Carlsjourneys However i admire that you have done it without but pumping everypenny i had into a machine definitely doesn't seem like i was in control .i have to be honest with myself and say i had no control
@andygosling2@Carlsjourneys I've had the what the fuck talks but never worked , 12 steps is for some but not for all ,how did you manage it to get away from it i presume you it was willpower ect ect just a guess ,By years in you mean years free of addiction? because that obviously isn't the concept at all