all signs point to me ending up like @chrissyteigen in so many different ways
but today especially bc I’m sure with my luck if I even ATTEMPT to have a NYE kiss, it’ll end up going a little something like this
my therapist once said “accountability will always feel like an attack when you are not ready to acknowledge how your behavior harms others” and i just whew.
you ever date a guy only to find out his whole personality and traits and quirks and interests are formed *ENTIRELY* from the personalities of ALL the women he’s dated before, down to the way he talks/types/and even LOOKS? it’s actually terrifying. nothing there is original.
Ppl will admire your depth until it’s time to swim in it. They’ll praise your wisdom until it holds them accountable… love your light until it exposes their shadows. They’ll crave your energy until they realise it’s not free.
A healthy relationship is going to challenge you. But not in the same way you’ve been challenged by unhealthy relationships. Instead of the exhaustion from sleepless nights, anxiety ridden mornings, and not feeling good enough, you’ll be challenged to be vulnerable. You’ll be challenged to not sabotage the relationship. You’ll be challenged to regulate your emotions and to show up, even when you’re not in the mood. You’ll be challenged to be a more mature, self-aware person.
There are beautiful horny women (me) being forced into celibacy due to the utter lack of worthy men in existence. This is the world we are living in now
idk if i’m ready to let somebody into my life bc then they’ll see how many the embarrassing amount of things i have dedicated to adam driver/kylo ren 🫠