You are not the villain for wanting me to lose some weight, to live healthily, to have a good, secure job, and to live the life you never lived. It's not wrong if you want to live that life through me. I do think you seek the awe, the wonder of having the perfect
aInyways I got up and did not get over it. woke up early this morning and rolled over seeking his warmth to go back to sleep with and had to just take a moment to realize he wasn’t there. I’m never going to be able to curl up next to him in the middle of the night again.