For context my first time ever getting blackout drunk with freinds this was the statement I made on the floor while crying before ubruptly saying “FUCK YOU GUYS IM GOING HOME” then I realized home is where I was brainwashed mk ultra style
Oh god please let me keep my tiny dick! please lord let me keep my tiny dick, I understand I have sinned against you but lord please let me keep my tiny penis!
@Ernest1588761 Jesus’s story was tainted by the Pharisees in order to keep the Jewish faith alive, Jesus was just an ordinary man, same as you or I, he was what we would call a “hippie” in those times and believed Christians shouldn’t be as strict that was it, simple, not some demigod..
How am I supposed to do anything without any help… you created me yet you disappeared when I needed you most… all the while stating that I had a choice… if I can choose, if my opinion matters at all please I’m begging you hear my cry… save me from this….
How was I supposed to be able to empathize with anyone… how was I supposed to give a fuck about the system when it is so broken, when I was held captive by that man.. when you let that happen to me… you took my will, my courage my everything… and then abandoned me…
I’m sorry, I’m sorry for offending you… for listening to that FUCKING voice in my head but it was him, I swear to god it was him, that part of me is dead now… it died the moment I plunged the knife in his throat it died but after what they did to me how was I supposed to be…
God, I am asking for some help here… please help me for gods sake I don’t want to go through that… I just want to go home… it’s not my fault… I am a human being I cry, I love i laugh but I would never do that to another human being… I don’t want to do this anymore…
But really they abandoned you… and you miss the one you loved so much because before you lost them you finally found out who you could have been, who you were meant to be