Chronically Unhappy

Chronically ill, disabled and unhappy. Married somewhat unhappily. Blogging about my health and unhappy marriage. No money & can't work.

[Chronically Unhappy @ChronicUnhappy]

So hes all angry now.

He said he wouldn’t put work first, but he is and he gets so mad at me for mentioning it.

He was so upset last week worrying about cancer & now this!

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[Chronically Unhappy @ChronicUnhappy]

My husband is having testing & a biopsy for possible prostate cancer

He has a uti so he has to wait for be over & drop pee off

He was going to try to book in for Wed on Friday just gone.
I said I doubt it will be that soon

He said that to his boss who says health first

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Then today I said he needs to drop the pee sample off wed so they can see hes clear.

He said he must go into work. Remember he was going to try to get in for that day but now he wants to go to work

Now hes arguing with me because I said he should put work first.

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@karen_knight1 Sorry but fuck people.
You look good and happy and that is all that matters that you are happy and like it!

Doesn't matter what any troll thinks.

They even troll airbrushed models so you are in good company! hehe

[Chronically Unhappy @ChronicUnhappy]

My husband often just sits picking his nose, deep in his nose & he never washes his hands or uses a tissue.

It is gross & I can be eating!

Just another thing showing he doesn't give a shit.

Same with nail clipping, he does that in the living when even if I am eating, even toes

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It’s not normal for your partner to spend 99.9% of his time on his iPad is it?

He rarely says a word.

He does speak if he wants to gaslight or criticise me though

[Chronically Unhappy @ChronicUnhappy]

I wish I was happy

I wish I wasn’t gaslighted and treated like fucking child

I’m a prisoner of this house and my husband isn’t nice to me sometimes and that’s if he speaks at all

He spends all his time chatting to people online instead

He never puts his iPad away

[Chronically Unhappy @ChronicUnhappy]

I can’t do anything right.
I’m so fed up

[Chronically Unhappy @ChronicUnhappy]

I can’t say anything to my husband.

If I do, he interrupts with “I know” or pulls faces at me like a child.

If I try to help (he had a bad memory and needs reminding with things) I get told off.

I’m his fucking wife not a child.

[Chronically Unhappy @ChronicUnhappy]

Any other disabled people out there stuck in a marriage with a gaslighting cunt?

#marriage #gaslighting #disability

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Husband has a doctor appointment at a place we have never been to so I spent time researching car park locations and called the doctors too

Instead of a thank you, I get criticised over car park rules for payment.
This is what it is like.

No thank you.

Just criticism.

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There are some mods on communities here that have total power trips and ban people they don’t like as well as verbally abuse them too.

Not at all ok.

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I can’t even talk to my husband about his obsession watching streams and chatting secretly to people as well as buying gifts for women.

He gets mad if I bring it up.

I feel like he’s married to his iPad and I’m just here for the ride.

He barely speaks to me.

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Husband giggling and chatting on his iPad.

He even has bought gifts for women on his livestreams he watches.

Anyone else think that is totally wrong when he is married?

He is so secretive too.

Barely says 2 words all day.

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Another evening, another day my husband spends glued to his iPad.

I might as well not be here.

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I can't go out as disabled with no money, don't have a car, am trapped in the house.

I can't say anything without my husband getting mad at me, thats if he talks at all that is as he goes days without speaking to me, but talks online of course.

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I went to bed without saying anything as he’s so engrossed in his chats and live streams.

Doesn’t say a fucking word all evening

Am I wrong to want to talk even if for 10 one once a day with my husband?

[Chronically Unhappy @ChronicUnhappy]

I have no one

My husband can go days without saying more than 10 words to me,

I’m so fucking lonely.

I’m disabled and trapped.

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I’m hiding tears while we’re supposed to be watching a movie, but he’s chatting to others & watching a stream on his iPad and not a word all evening yet again.

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I’m so fed up

My husband never talks now

He says he’s too tired as he is busy at work and has fatigue issues, but I have chronic fatigue and can chat even if for a bit.

He sits on his iPad all evening chatting to others though.

This isn’t ok surely?

I’m so lonely.