Ciara

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

I miss being comfortable in a bikini… I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t jealous of the moms who’s tummies go back to the way it was before having a baby. I’m proud of my body for growing my child, but I miss my pre baby body 😢

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

We are definitely in the toddler phase.. Acacia has become so picky. Doesn’t really eat her food, just throws it all on the ground and then screams at me 🙃

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

I’m in the process of a dental implant. Got the post put it last Friday and it’s just aches. Like a bad tooth ache. And I cant wait for this to be done 😭

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

I always used to say that I would never be the mom that wipes her kids boogers with her bare fingers because I thought that was soooo disgusting. Well… guess what I do when Acacia has boogers 😂

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

Unpopular opinion but I will not be forcing my child to take a picture on creepy Santa’s lap while she screams in fear for the sake of a “funny” picture. It’s a no for me.

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

My car got attacked by purple bird shit…

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

You know you’re getting old when you enjoy the morning radio show 😂

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

I had to fish a turd out of the bathtub with my bare hand tonight because I couldn’t find the gloves 🙃 my child just really loves a good bath shit

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

Acacia’s teeth are killing my nipples lately and it makes me worry that our breastfeeding journey is coming to an end 😢

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

I get the most intense ovulation. Like, wth

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

I hate that I didn’t set up newborn photos for Acacia 😭😭 time just got away from me, we were broke because of covid, and i kept saying I would do them myself. And here we are almost a year later with no (professional) newborn pictures.

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

Went almost 2 years without a period… Thai suuuuuucks lol

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

@kaitlynkroeger WHAT 😳

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

Is it just me or is there a lot of fucking spiders in my house lately 😭😭 I know it’s because of the weather but stay the fuck out side please

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

This morning I brought my daughter to my dad. putting her food in the fridge, there was one of her yogurts and I check the date and it 10/21 and I was like darn it’s expired, toss it. And my dad goes “it’s only the 22nd” and I was like dad it’s nov 3rd 😂 old people lol

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

So Acacia slept straight through till 5:30. But then that was it. We were up lol. She usually sleeps till 6:30/7. But I’ll take it because I haven’t have that long of a stretch in a long time

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

The world is burning… and it’s a scary place to be right now.

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

Am I a weirdo or is it normal to feel this way??

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

So I’m in the process of looking for a part time nanny… and I feel so guilty leaving my baby with someone she doesn’t know 😭 and I feel like no one else will be able to take care of her. Why am I like this??

[Ciara @Ciara_beth2]

I think about them trying to put her down for a nap and her being so confused and scared that this stranger is putting her to bed.