@wildcattinwow@SYNESTHEIZURE it's more holden's thoughts when he flees. he thinks something like 'no not letting this happen again'. there's a few moments like it where holden glosses over things that on reflection likely deeply troubled him. like jane & her stepfather or the suicide of james castle.
At the club right now, whispering into someone’s daughters ear. why? cause it’s a saturday night. what are you doing? probably sitting in your room alone all night talking to random people online. Do better