Accepting love is also accepting grief and dissolution.
My parents will die, my friendships may end, my lover may have a change of heart. But none of it makes the love in vain. Part of accepting love is accepting movement.
let people reintroduce themselves to you, even your closest friends. let them reintroduce their hobbies, dreams, and soul. familiarity shouldn't be a cage. love them for who they are now, not just who they were then.
cat laziness is so contagious. you'll see your cat flopped on its back in your bed a completely comfy cozy baby and you'l be like. you're right. you make a compelling argument.
so your 20s are like one big humiliation ritual until 27 - 30 where you have to fight suicidal ideation bc after 30 is when life actually starts?! got it.
حادثة الطفل اللي مات عشان أبوه نسيه في العربية على عكس عادتي وإني أبص عليها بعيون جندرية أو اجتماعية بس، أنا المرة دي مركزة أكتر مع البعد الصحي التكنولوجي، وشايفة حوادث مشابهة كتير هتتكرر بسبب "التعفن الدماغي" وإن حقيقةً الناس مش حاضرة ذهنيا وهي بتعمل أي حاجة، حتى مع ولادهم.
i really do recommend the ego death that comes with every part of your life (family, friends, job, finances, health, love) fall apart. i’m not even crying, i just stare into blank space.