Demi Cleans

Better never means better for everyone... It always means worse, for some...

[Demi Cleans @CleansDemi]

I once had a garden. I can remember the smell of the turned earth, the plump shapes of bulbs held in the hands, fullness, the dry rustle of seeds through the fingers

[Demi Cleans @CleansDemi]

A rat in a maze is free to go anywhere, as long as it stays inside the maze...

[Demi Cleans @CleansDemi]

To want is to have a weakness.

[Demi Cleans @CleansDemi]

Can I be blamed for wanting a real body, to put my arms around?

[Demi Cleans @CleansDemi]

people will do anything rather than admit that their lives have no meaning. No use, that is. No plot

[Demi Cleans @CleansDemi]

But maybe boredom is erotic, when women do it, for men.

[Demi Cleans @CleansDemi]

Sanity is a valuable possession; I hoard it the way people once hoarded money. I save it, so I will have enough, when the time comes.

[Demi Cleans @CleansDemi]

I would like to be without shame. I would like to be shameless. I would like to be ignorant. Then I would not know how ignorant I was.

[Demi Cleans @CleansDemi]

The tension between her lack of control and her attempt to suppress it is horrible. It's like a fart in church.

[Demi Cleans @CleansDemi]

Fear is a powerful stimulant.

[Demi Cleans @CleansDemi]

There was a Demi before me. She helped me find my way out. She’s dead. She’s alive. She is me.

[Demi Cleans @CleansDemi]

All you have to do, I tell myself, is keep your mouth shut and look stupid. It shouldn't be that hard.