noticed iโve been thinking about recovery a lot recently i donโt know why ugh iโll never deserve it iโm not even that skinny iโm just wide asf #edtwt#bodycheck
i feel like iโve gotten so wide over the las few days :/ having a rib cage so wide is what makes me feel so badly like i donโt deserve to recover ever
itโs been a bit since iโve posted :/ I feel like i already look so fucking bigger. The last few days iโve pretty much just let myself eat whatever the fuck i want and stuff (sorta recovery attempt idk) but the constant feeling of not being skinny enough is there :( #bodycheck#ed