and just like every good thing that has ever come my way, this light, this hope that I thought I found has slowly started to fade into frustration and pain.
maybe I'm doomed for defeat. or perhaps I'm no good here.
hey! I've been away for a couple days. I've been away cos I've found a glimmer of light...of hope.
started working on a new skill and it's looking good. but you know what they say about early days and how we should keep it calm and keep working? yeah.
hey! I've been away for a couple days. I've been away cos I've found a glimmer of light...of hope.
started working on a new skill and it's looking good. but you know what they say about early days and how we should keep it calm and keep working? yeah.
being with friends is one way to forget you have a shit load of problems to find solutions to. you just get whisked away into a world of laughter, banter, and happiness, even if it's just for a moment.
just one fucking breakthrough. just one. for my parents. to see them smile and heave that sigh of relief that I finally made them smile.
just one. I guess that's too much of an ask. or not?
with each passing night, you lose a bit of yourself to the thinking and the hustling and the depression.
a time when nothing will be left to lose perhaps is close?
a farmer who plants today, doesn't eat tomorrow. but if he abandons his farm cos he's hungry, he'll remain hungry forever.
ur season is coming, but you must first endure the silence & the doubt. you must not quit now, cos if you do, you'll never taste the fruit of your labour.