Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*)

#shedtwt ☆ new here ☆ 17
cw: 43.2kg lw: 43kg gw: 43kg ugw: 38kg (166cm)
☆ styros
Love Chuuya sm, please don’t report, just block :3
Stay safe, pro recovery ^•^

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

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　　new intro
☆ Atsushi of #shedtwt
☆ lesbian, they/them
☆ Bungo stray dogs, House, Nmixx fan
☆ i love Chuuya so dearly ^•^
☆ cw:43kg/ gw:43kg/ ugw:38kg, 166 cm
☆ styr0s
#moothunt #shedtwt #edtwt #suicidetwt

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

@Kuni_lovz It’s so time consuming too

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@mari_makuyu OMG F5VE

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why is it impossible to go down once you’re at your gw omg

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

@yanggloaf Ts never ends huh 😭🙏

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@strvedfqwn my family finding out and shaming the hell out of me :(

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@Only_Kaari_ i would have a breakdown

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being at my gw and still feeling so so unsatisfied makes me wanna do a bodycheck and ask for a bmi estimate but i’m not posting myself on the internet during these times of ai bullshit

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

and i’m not saying this from a “forced recovery” perspective, they will punish you and hate you forever.

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

it’s a horrible experience when you have to hide your anorexia really really well from your family tho, they have no clue what’s wrong but if they find out it’s genuinely going to be hell

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

how do i explain to parents and peers and teachers that i do not in fact have a plan for my future, my only goal is to lose weight and i’m absolutely unwilling to get better?

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

how do i explain to parents and peers and teachers that i do not in fact have a plan for my future, my only goal is to lose weight and i’m absolutely unwilling to get better?

[Ann @ankmx677]

Mañana es lunes..

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

@aprillina393 I reached my gw (43kg), so now gotta get to my ugw (38kg)

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i know they care and everything but god i used to be just as sick and they didn’t gaf, suddenly this year they do??

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

why does everyone try to force feed me jesus christ please leave me be

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

Fuck my life, my whole family is gathered today and i literally cannot for the life of mine convince them to not feed me. I was hoping for a 100 hours. Guess i’ll just purge tho.

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

@miyatsukori Ah when i suck in my ribs just flare out 😞

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

@miyatsukori Agh, honestly
It’s so hard to go down when you’re already underweight

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

@Qtx1w AHH I GET U SM!! I sleep and dream so rarely like wdym u have a dream every night and can retell it to everyone in the morning??

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

@Qtx1w Aww