@whiterosee_7 I am an skz fan and ado fan at the same time and to see people do this genuinely disgusts me. My sister who is a kpop fan and nota ado fan was also disgusted and said "who cares if she is faceless she deserves privacy" so why tf do some fans that far when it isnt that fking deep.
These are the reason why I am scared to have a child. I am not scared to bare the pain for them, I am scared to live in a world where I couldn't and wouldnt be able to bare it for them. Am I wrong for feeling like this? Is is wrong for a 17 year old to even be thinking about this
I am afraid that one day they might attempt their own life because I would be there for them or they couldn't trust me enough to tell me that there are kids at school bullying them or even not in person because social media effects people alot more then people give it credit for.
I am afraid that even if they do get ill, and things can be corrected I might not be financially well enough to pay for it, and It would my fault that they passed. I am afraid they will hate me. And I am afraid I will leave them behind In a hateful world where they are alone.
I am afraid to one day snap at them or hit them or even yell at them cause if I do I will just go back to my own parents. I am afraid that one day I will be looking at a tiny casket that was once my own flesh and blood. I am afraid of illness that might overcome them.
is it bad to not want to have kids. Cause all my parents talk about is "when you have kids" or "when your kids come over" but I dont think i would even want to have children of my own. I am afraid of becoming like my parents.