Intro post!
Hello, I’m Cluster!!
I’m a low empathy autistic system, I usually use ‘I’ but sometimes I’ll throw in a ‘we’ (typically when we make a sys-based post)
I have pretty bad social anxiety and, as I mentioned, little to no empathy. Please tell me if I’m being mean!!
Using this to softlaunch me interpreting the scene of Steven getting his gem removed as an allegory for corrective rape okay a kid is held down and violated in an extremely personal and intimate manner in an attempt to “fix him” okay
This may be because of my own history with sexual abuse but I feel like I see so many allegories for sa in media that nobody else does and I feel like I can’t talk about it because sa is still largely seen as a taboo rather than a form of abuse like physical or emotional abuse
Struggling with intrusive thoughts with DID is bad of course but also so fucking funny. I’ll think a Thought and whip around like “WHO THE FUCK SAID THAT???” And a single tumbleweed rolls past Like oh no no nobody said that my brain just does whatever
@bloodyspinels My heart desires Steven being upset that his dad wasn’t watching the fireworks with him because he was too distracted by watching trash tv with Amethyst
I have strange desires