Derek (The Shepard)

I truly have nothing to fear about what I need to do.

That fear in me is trauma response, I must and WILL overcome it!

[Derek (The Shepard) @CmmderShpd17]

Often I cannot express myself and my thoughts here concisely.

I will speak through RTs or likes typically.

Though it might just be something I saw to be profound, speaks to me, or I just like what the person I RT said.

Otherwise, it's my way of speaking at times.

[Derek (The Shepard) @CmmderShpd17]

I will have to go back and research things I glossed over in the past.

[Derek (The Shepard) @CmmderShpd17]

I have assessed myself. I am not ready to join with the awakened collective.

My knowledge on specifics is weak. I focused too much on my inner spirit and energy of the universe than the semantics of other aspects to help us understand it.

[Derek (The Shepard) @CmmderShpd17]

Let’s get more energetic.

[Derek (The Shepard) @CmmderShpd17]

However, that doesn't stop the divine for allowing me to have abundance and love in whatever shape or form it may take. And I accept it as best as I can.

Otherwise, I am their tool to unlock the potential in others and myself.

[Derek (The Shepard) @CmmderShpd17]

Want to know my intentions with anyone I come across in my journey?

Peace, dream fulfillment, soul starting, etc.

Whatever I have seen from what I observed and assessed I will work toward to bring you to where you need to be.

In turn, I get the same thing.

[Derek (The Shepard) @CmmderShpd17]

It's hard to understand my purpose to some, but I have simply sacrificed what I was and what I wanted to become a tool for the divine.

My dreams, gone. My aspirations, evaporated.

I let go of a lot of my desires, even to have romance in my life.

[Derek (The Shepard) @CmmderShpd17]

Fear can still persist within you no matter how enlightened you are or spiritually adept.

Accepting that and feeling it out, while trying to overcome things that make you afraid is part of the fun of living.

Even though for your being, it isn't really.

[Derek (The Shepard) @CmmderShpd17]

When I talk to someone, I listen in for cues that their soul wants me to catch and play into.

I've been able to do this in conjunction with how I feel.

It's a symbiosis that I utilize to bring out the best out of you while also giving me happiness to see your soul shine bright.

[MIC💫 @MIC8833]

What I've learned over the past year is, if you are patient enough people will reveal their true colors in the end😉🤔😐

[Derek (The Shepard) @CmmderShpd17]

Sometimes the energy between people is ahead of their physical selves. And the latter will need time and patience to catch up.

And then there are those who are behind physically and spiritually, and they can't catch up to you at all. Not until they discover themselves.

[Derek (The Shepard) @CmmderShpd17]

I take my time with people before I unleash all that I am.

I assess your strengths and weaknesses before I say or do anything to affect your energy in ways you cannot imagine.

The more I see your capability of understanding and openness, the more I will open my energy to you.

[Derek (The Shepard) @CmmderShpd17]

545 is a powerful number for me. It is a number I chose randomly with no significance to me when I young playing online games.

Now, it is a number the universe uses to tell me something important.

I've seen many today.

[Derek (The Shepard) @CmmderShpd17]

Only now do I see the true power of my spirit.

Theories are becoming facts.

[Shelby🖤🤍💜🔥🔮♐️🌹🦉✨ @HellsBellShel]

When you set intentions for a specific purpose last night & you’re already starting to see it begin to manifest & happen in the physical. 💯

[Derek (The Shepard) @CmmderShpd17]

Timeline successfully shifted.

Let's see some serious changes now. Hopefully not just in my life, but all of yours and the world too. :)

[Derek (The Shepard) @CmmderShpd17]

Then it is settled.

Tomorrow.

[Derek (The Shepard) @CmmderShpd17]

I never thought I could change so much in just one day.

I’m a recluse. Always have been and I don’t always want to be anymore.

It’s attracted the wrong people and pushed away all the people who want to help me.

If I take the step toward you, for real, will I regret it?

[collectiveconsciousness @conciouscreator]

Finding things that you once loved turning into something that feels off to you is a good indication that the polarity & focus of your attention has shifted & you’re giving your attention to a different intention. Vibe check-is it a shift that your really want in your reality?