Sometimes the only closure you’re going to get is knowing you had a good heart and good intentions through it all. That even in your darkest, even in the silence, even in the hurting, you gave it everything you could, and you know it was real. You’re not always going to get your answers. Not every story ends with words or explanations; it simply just fades away, and you have to just sit back and let it happen. But at the end of the day, you can live with the fact that you were truthful and honest and gave it your absolute all. You loved, you cared, that’s all that matters.
Might delete TikTok next … I really want to zero in on my wants and become the so obsessed with everything I want for myself I’ll do anything to get it. I gotta go harder for me
I don’t believe in forgiveness (and when I say this I mean for people who have inflicted severe trauma on me not small petty things) … reason being is that trauma can literally change the way your brain and body functions, to me traumatising me is basically an attempt on my life