Im logging out. Ive realized I was never interested in attention from anyone but him. But he's moved on and is back here, and i can't allow myself to be tempted to look, I cant hurt myself like that.
If you see this, I want you to know that it was only ever you, snail.
I just jerked off while watching a video of you fucking me. The pleasure it gave me was less about the sex and more about the love you clearly had for me.
I miss the feeling.
May need to go private. Im realizing I don't want attention from anyone but him. I wonder if he knows how much of a hold he still has on me.
I'll think on it.
Im speaking into the void anyways, nobody really looks at me.
I need to develop a situationship or something man. Haven't had an owner to take care of me or for me to please in soooo long.
I want to feel wanted and desired, I went far too long without that.
See how good I can be? Dont you just wanna shove my face into the ground and take all you can from me? Please call me pretty while you breed me awrffff