Codex

a secret, personal diary.

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For all the sins I've committed and all mistakes made, perhaps I may be put to rest so I may no longer cause others to suffer.

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Do you remember when you joined X? I do! #MyXAnniversary

Bruh what

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i never thought that i'd fail twice
after 3 years, and after 1.5 years
I never thought that
the ones we once loved
a song i listened to as a hopeless romantic
would make sense as i found my world
and there's still no one to back me up

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two birds with one stone, huh.

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Putangina sunod sunod na problema pati pamilya ko ayaw ako tulungan patayin na lang ako

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👨‍⚖️🆙

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hm, I felt what it felt like to have my interests ignored

Taste of my own medicine I guess

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fk

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Plastic.

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gang im locked out of my house and i managed to steal the laptop

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I honestly feel like everything I wrote as an Opinion Editor and Opinion Writer for the Scribe with regards to the revolution went to waste. I honestly feel worthless. How could I, a student, going days without sleep, become "revolutionary conscious" anyway, right?

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We got WW3 before the Third Great Rectification Movement

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If I didn't have enough money to afford seeking professional help, I would have already killed myself by then. I can't bear anything anymore. Everything crashed down on me. Major failures above all the minor successes. No shoulder to lean on to, no one else knows me better.

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Lord, everything is crashing down on me. Even the work I looked forward to is discouraging. The report against me became the cherry on top of all the things I have to face.

I don't think I can do this shit anymore. Can God even solve this, or would a gun be better?

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Hm, this is a first— I don't have the mood to eat my lunch.

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tulala.

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this really was the worst two years of my life

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im thinking of cutting of all my classmates, idk

parang halos isa lang ang naging tunay na kaibigan ko doon, and i felt useless in the class other than being a big reciter or some shit

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Imagine if one of my classmates finds this account lmao they will see a messed up guy from another universe whose life took turns for the worst

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FK THEY KNOW I HAVE A GF AND THEYRE NOT TALKING TO ME ABOUT IT IM DOOMED THEYRE MAKING FUN OF ME IN THEIR HEAD THIS LOSER GOT A GF OR SOME SHIT