I don’t want a soft life because I’m lazy. I want a soft life because I’ve spent most of my life in survival mode. my nervous system has been in fight or flight since childhood and now I’m choosing peace and stability.
i genuinely feel like i have not changed since i was 13 years old, everything i do is the same, everything i feel is the same, everything i like is the same, i feel like my body and age is growing older but nothing else