@KitNeticVA You’re not another E-Thot, you’re still a person behind the model. Keep being you and the people that care will gravitate towards you. Stay awesome
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I AM FUCKING PISSED! (TLDR below) I honestly wasn’t going to let this get to me, But it has. Yesterday while streaming I got a mass amount of viewers out of nowhere. At first tbh when I was at around like 70 viewers I thought wow I am actually doing good maybe my months of hard work of trying to grow myself, and my channel were working. maybe all that work and countless hours of grinding into this were paying off. Which was my hope but by the time the viewer count had hit over 150+ and kept climbing I knew what was happening and honestly I was freaking out messaging my mods stopped and restarted the stream did all I could to try and stop it this was the first time I had experienced something like this so I was afraid of twitch striking me. Which luckily by the end of the night the viewer count dropped to normal and my nerves were calmed a bit… But then I ended stream, and saw my summary. As you can see I had some very nice numbers. Which honestly I broke down crying. People will tell you not to look at your numbers and or to it worry about stuff like that but content creation is a numbers game so seeing this and already being in a bad headspace. I thought to myself that the only way I was able to see something like this was if I got bot viewers or I would never see something like this again no matter how hard I tried and it just broke me inside… however I have had a day to reflect I’m not giving up! I’m gonna keep going forward and I’m gonna crush these bot fucks beneath my heels!!! Thank you for reading ❤️
(TL:DR) bots raided me messed up my mental state but we’re moving past it ❤️