Surrendering to God was the best thing I ever did for myself. In this last year I may have lost friends, family, among other things I usually stressed over (jobs, money plays, etc.) BUT WHEN I SAY GOD MOVES MOUNTAINS! For a while the only thing I felt I had was my faith…
Officially worried about me myself & I. I’m done putting anyone or anything above me. This shit for my kids!!! See yall in a year. (If I even decide to tap back in) Bet you don’t recognize me !
I’m hurt. I’m sad. I’m mad. I’m happy. I’m pissed. I’m at peace. I’m excited. I’m discouraged. I’m joyful. I’m mad. I’m pissed. I’m pissed. I’m pissed. Life ain’t fair. Life is amazing it is what it should be. I’m fine. I’m great.
Depends on when you ask.
not just enjoyed,
but honored,
respected,
devoured,
considered,
prayed for,
favored,
remembered,
prioritized,
preferred,
assured,
validated,
comforted,
nurtured,
catered to,
protected,
rallied for,
supported,
cared for,
looked after,
and loved.
fully, proudly, gladly, loved.
Tolerating always turns to resentment. At first, you call it patience, then love. But what it really is, is self-abandonment. Every time you swallow a boundary, excuse a pattern, or silence your discomfort, something inside you keeps score. And eventually, the bill comes due.