~[Meanwhile, Zee got cozied up in Nina's bed, wrapping herself up like a burrito, since that's the way she usually laid in bed.]~
...
this is unfair. her bed is comfier than mine.
~[She curls up, laying in the fetal position, but her eyes still wide open. Zee wouldn't allow +
Zee was sure Nina wouldn't mind. Maybe she'd find it cute to see Zee actually wearing colourful clothes for once.]~
~[She sat on the edge of the bed, staring down at her new scars, gently running her fingers along her arms and thighs.]~
hm..
thank you, nina.
...i love you. i really do.
~[Zee slowly gets up, and wraps a towel around herself before heading to Nina's room.]~
~[Once inside, she dries herself off, being gentle around her new scars, before covering herself up with a few of her girlfriend's clothes. +
i see.
...eheh.
~[Zee finally looks up, her eyes less glossy as she stares at Nina, a small smile growing on her face.]~
you really are something special.
i'm glad to have you.
...
~[Zee just kinda...sits there, staring a thousand miles away with a blank expression on her face.]~
...
i'm sorry.
i don't know what came over me.
...i feel ill.
i need...snacks and such.
stuff with a lot of sugar.
please.
i-i can...
i...
~[She tries to hoist herself up, but ends up falling back down. Her eyes are glossy, her body clammy and shaky, and her breath shallow.]~
~[It's clear she's gonna need help.]~
I...i-i...
~[Zee curls up again, hugging her knees while starting to sob.]~
~[She tries to speak, but all that comes out are breathy whimpers and whines, so she just nods.]~
( cleaning her wounds and the bile from her lips, it doesn't take nina that long to fix zero up and get the bath running and ready. )
you wanna use my jacket tonight, love?
nina...
~[Zee heaves and huffs, her breath shallow.]~
NINAAAAA. PUT ME DOOOOOWWWWWNNNN!!!
~[She tries to escape Nina's grasp, but she's too weak to even struggle.]~
PUT ME DOOWWWWWNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!
( scooping her up, nina carries her into the bathroom to assist in getting the girl cleaned up and she will NOT lift a finger. no ifs. no ands. no buts. no whats. )
~[Zee is covered in cuts, mainly on her arms, stomach, and thighs, with bruises on her knuckles.]~
~[She's laying in puddles of her own blood, shaking violently.]~
don't...
DON'T LOOK AT MEEEEEEE...!!!
~[She curls up into a ball, staining her white hair and skin red, +
( breaking into the room, the first thing she spots is the mess. nina's heart aches at seeing the state the poor girl's in, stepping over the shards of glass and clutter separating them to kneel at her side. )
UGH-- AAGH-- UUUEGGH!!--
~[She collapses onto all fours, still clutching the razor in her hands.]~
sh-shit-- HHUEEGGHH!!--
~[Zee breathes in, before starting to punch the floor over and over.]~
UUUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
~[Zee doesn't respond. The only thing that could be heard behind her door, other than the music, was the sound of her gagging, grunting, and letting out pained whines.]~
~[Zee's blasting "Free your hate" by KFMDM on full blast whilst punching walls and dragging a razor across different parts of herself.]~
~[Not to mention her whole room has been turned on its head. It's a complete mess.]~
~[The poor girl keeps going, bleeding out, and +
~[One moment, she's slashing and cutting new scars into her skin.]~
~[The next, she's smashing someone's skull open. Not with her sledgehammer, but with her bare fists, getting blood all over her, causing quite the gore filled scene.]~
~[Then she's back to self harming.]~