there's this belief buried deep inside me that i can't date anyone until i've become the absolute best version of myself. first i need the career. then the body. then the confidence. then the life plan. and only after all that, i'm finally allowed to be loved.
@LewdUevo@intothecrevasse I guess but that's kinda mundane, you can starve to death in the real world too. I always thought of it like you never go hungry or get sleepy even but you can also never escape or encounter anyone else ever again, that's fucking terrifying to me