Josh.

"Let's party like we're fucking pornstars!" •• Complex, Loving, Thoughtful. ••

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

@sammyuntil "It's true, Sammy. I'm too fucked up for this world."

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

"Always wanted to explore the world.. Bit too insane for that though, aren't I?" He laughed dryly, a dark vibe showing.

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

@metholodic -- again, there would be no going back for him.

(^ *Knew.* ^)

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

@metholodic -- help but feel terrible. Maybe the forgiveness was all an act keep Josh on his meds, his friends new if he went off them --

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

@metholodic "But you deserve an apology." He sighed and sat on the bench behind him. Although Chris claimed to forgive him, Josh couldn't --

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

@metholodic -- getting better as time went on, but he still wasn't 100%. He just wanted to make things right, he felt so alone.

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

@metholodic "I do though, I wronged you all. I-I was sick and I didn't mean to hurt you." He was a mess, he was still sick. Slowly --

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

@metholodic -- can we talk? I need to apologise, big time."

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

@metholodic He was going to answer, but then he shook his head. How he was wasn't important. An apology, now that was important. "Chris --

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

@metholodic -- lost all of them, he wouldn't blame them for leaving him either.

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

@metholodic "Yeah, its uh.. It's been awhile." Josh was still all nervous about talking to his friends. He fucked up, big time. He almost --

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

|;| My friend is tempted to make an Ashley account, but needs username ideas. Anyone want to help?

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

@metholodic -- how are you?"

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

@metholodic -- But he was trying to be a better person, he was slowly becoming himself again. He stuffed his hands in his pocket. "Uh --

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

@metholodic Josh figured that none of his friends would want to talk to him anymore, he got that. He fucked up, he realised that now. --

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

@metholodic "Chris!" Josh spoke with a grin spread across his face after spotting his friend in the street.

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

--- want to be around a physcopath anyway? No one. He chuckled and shook his head at even thinking he'd be around others.

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

--- feel better. When things got out of hand he was admitted to hospital, where he yet again sat alone. He wasn't surprised, who would ---

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

--- So he turned to drugs. He was now an addict, taking more than he should of course. It was his release. They made him temporarily ---

[Josh. @ComplexPhysco]

--- friends, he didn't want to drag them into his pitiful existence. He missed his friends yes, but he deserved to be alone, die alone. ---