Maybe
Just maybe!
30!confused about life ._horny.stupid.sad.sexty.crazy.weird_. looking for friends and fun. anything else. ask me. I'm straight forward.
• 18+ account
• Here to talk to all and NAUGHTY WITH ALL
• Nothing serious.
• Block if uncomfortable
• DM open,especially if need a pair of ears
• Follow if gonna interact
• Followed me? Expect a DM soon
• Let's vibe, let's have fun
• very horny
#nsfw#nsfwtwt#nsfwtw
the worst thing about being chronically suicidal is that you don't plan for the future because you are just planning to be dead, and then it's the future and you are not dead and you've just totally fucked up your life for no reason
the saddest part is, kau sebenarnya bukan pendiam, kau suka bercerita, suka bermanja, suka share benda random, dan selalu excited bila dengan orang yang kau sayang, but somehow life turned you into someone who barely talks anymore
It took me almost 28 years to realise that confidence actually comes from “Good” past experiences and nothing else, it can’t be faked for long neither you can be delusional about it for long. A person who is allowed to self express at his home, allowed to grow and welcomed
The most depressing part about the 40-hour workweek is that for a lot of people, the weekend isn’t even for enjoying life. it’s for recovering enough to survive another five days of work
Unfortunately having poor social skills in your 20’s kinda feels like a death sentence. Feels like everyone around you is forming connections and figuring shit out while you’re there struggling to even talk to one new person
Suicidal ideation, for many, isn’t about death.
It’s about relief.
From shame.
From feeling overwhelmed constantly. From feeling like a fucking burden.
The goal isn’t always “not wanting to be alive”
It’s just not wanting to live like this.
Ya
I'm a coward and a cry baby
And I need to change to be better and successful
But idk how
And I can't get myself to it
I try but something happens and I'm back to it.