FemBoy Conner

Hi! I'm Conner

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

@newsbreakApp XD it's from 2015 and it was something for Halloween! Yea they probably shouldn't have had them hanging but still Stop trying to make drama out of something that happened 5 years ago

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

@sallymander94 @newsbreakApp Dude stfu no one cares

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

But the one I love will be sad

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

He tells me to do things

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

I can't concentrate

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

He is so loud

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

He is talking

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

I need to feel something

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

I want to feel something

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

I feel like nothing

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

So empty

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

I feel so lost

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

I don't know what to say

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

Sometimes I wish it could have worked out.
I guess it didn't.
We both are seeing new people.
I still wonder.
Do you still love me the way you did?

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

Make it happen

[Carson @CallMeCarsonYT]

OKAY @PEWDIEPIE @MarziaPie I AM GETTING BORED OF PEWDIEPIE VIDEOS. YOU HAVE MY PERMISSION TO HAVE CHILDREN.

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

@CallMeCarsonYT @pewdiepie @MarziaPie Make it happen

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

Most of all, it's the " Out if placed " feeling. As though you just don't belong here anymore, and your time is up.

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

surrounded by darkness. And staring at the wall, it's in heavy feeling that settles deep in your chest. It's feeling guilty that you'd stayed in bed all day. Yet again but not having the energy to get up. It's wanting to do better, to be better, but not knowing how anymore.

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

It's not shaking and crying and screaming until your throat burns. It's not tidal waves of emotions, quickly drowing you. It's not blood running down your wrist, staining your flesh red. It's not popping pills, and drinking whiskey. It's laying in your bed at three in the morning

[FemBoy Conner @ConnerFemboy]

making a move, telling me to die.
he is beautiful the way poisonous animals are,
bright colored and loud.
he whispers
louder than sanity shouts.
he consumes me.
and i let him.