I'm making myself a problematic, sick trying to get attention. I'm still feeling attention seeker writing but sometimes i want to be heard by the people but at the same time i don't want (saying this also feel like attention seeker. It's like an loop).
What i don't know what i want.
I want to be seen, noticed be understood by people's but at the same time i don't want to be seen or noticed. I don't want others to know me, understand me my disgusting self. If i say something I feel like I'm an attention seeker. I feel like..
Twelve years of learning English, eight years of learning English grammar and I still can't talk or write english properly without grammatical errors and mispronunciation.
I must have really read jjk manga turning my brain off. How come i didn't understood culling game rules. I understood it much more easily in the anime.
Do you all take medicine first and then water or do you put water in your mouth first, let the medicine swim, then swallow it with water again?
I'm the second one.